Belinda

My migraines are getting worse seizures doing better yippee!

Hello Diary,
I'm still seizure free and thrill ed about actually.
My family still treating me like dirt and could careless.
I still seem to nothing but a dirt to them, i don't matter
and never have to them at all.
I often wonder why I even care at all they could caeless
about me I know that for a fact.
I'm my mothers child she most likely wishes I was dead a
thousand times over!!!
If I had a child when I was a teen or I was a druggie like
cathy had the excuses for all the things i did everything
would be alright to her.
So she just treats me like dirt and it's alright.

I got a call from insurance co. today and possible in 4 weeks I might be approved for life ins.
I hope to have 50,000 I applied for I only have 15,000 right now which is a real joke.
So my sz's are doing better and my migraines are worsening not much of a trade actually.

Belinda