Hee-Chan

A Place in the Dirt
2002-10-01 01:06:07 (UTC)

I ll fail my french exam. I..

I'll fail my french exam. I couldn't care less. I feel so
damn depressed. Just want to cuddle next to my koi...so
damn sweet. And I have this english essay due for the end
of the month. What am I going to write about? It has to be
on something we worked on in class. And I have to watch the
CNN news and analyse it. God...that's killing me. She (my
girlfriend) says I'm a fool...yes I am indeed. But what
about sanity and insanity? I say, there's just one million
faces of insanity in the world.

"Drunk on immorality, Valium and Cherry Wine.
Coke and ecstasy, You're gonna blow your mind.
I understand the fascination.
I've been there once or twice more.
But if you don't change your situation,
Then you'll die, please don't die."

-Placebo-

God I love Brian Molko...he's certainly the most confused
woman ever to be.

Babbling again...anyway. I went to my therapist today. We
discust how my mother pushed on my sexual tendencies. Hell
this isn't of her business...is it? If I sleep with both
that's not her problem. And if I'm content with my
girlfriend, that has nothing to do with her preference for
boys either. I don't understand her as she doesn't
understand me. I'm mad at myself sometimes because of
her...and sometimes she gets me all confused. As soon as I
can...I'm out of here! It's not very nice...ok I'll take my
time to say good bye.

pass.

So I asked my girlfriend about her fantasies...how weird
they are! Sears dressing rooms? Rabbit disguise? So I said
mine was to get slap in public...and that's just so true.
We are a weird couple...it's gonna be interesting in bed
next time...

pass.

I read a fanfiction about Dir en Grey and Malice
Mizer...that's what stuck into my head after.

" Die looked up"That freaky guitarist in Malice Mizer! He
just raped me!"

Shinya said : "You shouldn't say things like that! It's not
nice to spread rumors you know!""

pass.

Need to hug my girlfriend...

so I've got nothing to say more. Maybe later!

Byebye cowboys!

Where did that cowboy thing came from anyway!?




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