Who Wants To Be Ordinary, In A Crazy Mix
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2002-09-30 21:20:05 (UTC)

Just Give Me the Gun

Ok, I am going to shoot myself. Really. I am SO stressed
out and bogged down with so much homework and crap, that as
of now, the only way out, as far as I can see, is to shoot
myself. I am never going to pass my Science class, or
Geometry for that matter. I mean, I thought I was doing
great in Geometry and now all of a sudden my good hopes
just siwlr down the tube. Science, well, thats been a
problem since, forever, but I seriously do NOT get anything
he teaches me, and as much as I REALLY don't want to go to
Sylvan, I might end up doing that because I seriously have
like, a learning disability. I am so frekin stupid. Why am
I so dumb? WHY WHY WHY WHY? AAARRGG!!! I can't go one day
without having a nervous breakdown and crying hysterically
over some stupid homework assignment, and then I get all
this built up anger, so on top of Sylvan I'm probably going
to have to go to an anger-management class or something - I
mean, I seriously am thinking about just quitting. Giving
up. Kapoot. No more. I just can't take it. I can't handle
all of this homework and stuff. It's like attacking me, and
I have nothing with which to protect myself. I am going to
die under stress. Can that happen?