yup today is a happy day
hm yeah so TWO of my THREE classes were canceled today.
and i dont have class tomorrow.
what is with today. whats going on. and why wasnt i
im not complaining.
now i have time to clean...
and i have to start cleaning and throwing shit away
my mom said that can leave everything just the way it is
but i dont want to.
i want to get rid of notes and memories and...a lot.
i just want to start all the fuck over when i move to
and when i come home i dont want to be reminded of anyone
or anything that will make me anything but happy.
out with the stupid cunts and in with knowledge and tampa
and real love like what i have for emily because i dont
need stressors or shit in my life.
and im taking control of my life.
i lost it. and they all had it.
fuck them and fuck me for ever letting anyone have it in
the first place.
because, im better than that.
or...i will be soon.
time to get started...
YAY FOR IT BEING SOOOO MOTHERFUCKING HOT OUTSIDE WHOO HOO!!
im going to wear as little clothing as possible.
and drench myself with a hose.
wanna come watch?
oh... you know you do.
shit if emily was here, it could be considered soft porn.
you sick people.