beyondtherage

alive is dead
2002-09-29 19:57:25 (UTC)

just a friend

i avoid considering all that you do for me. im not
interested. i wish you would stop and analyze this
situation so that you can save yourself from what will
happen when we finally must confront this. i know im not as
good as they come, but you are only enough to be what this
is--and no more. i try to be blunt, but my words come out
so cruel that you pass them off, because i, your perfect
being, could not break you so. that just goes to show that
you do not know me. i will push you further and further,
and when this blows, i will laugh it off, while you will
have nothing left to do but shed tears. dont get captured.
do not give more than what will hurt you to completely
lose. i will consume the materialistic things you can
offer, but will spit out the feelings you so naively expect
me to share. i do not have time for your fragile existence,
for im to busy awaiting what will not be attained.




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