Ashley

Ashley's Thoughts
2002-09-29 18:05:29 (UTC)

JAKE'S ACCIDENT

OK LAST NIGHT I GET A CALL ABOUT 2 AND IT WAS HEATH HE WAS
SO UPSET BECAUSE JAKE HAD GOTTEN IN A CAR WRECK AND IT WAS
A BAD THING. WELL OF COURSE IT FREAKED ME OUT TOO BECAUSE
JAKE IS CLOSE TO ME AND SO IS HEATH AND I'VE NEVER SEEN
HEATH SO FREAKED OUT ABOUT SOMETHING. JAKE WAS IN THE
HOSPITAL BUT HE SHOULD BE OK WHICH IS GOOD BUT I DON'T HAVE
ALL OF THE DETAILS YET I TALKED TO HEATH AGAIN JUST A MIN
AGO AND HE SAID THAT IT WAS A DRUNK DRIVER THAT HIT HIM BUT
JAKE SHOULD BE ALRIGHT HE'S GOT SOMETHING WRONG WITH HIS
ARM BUT NOTHING LIKE LIFE THREATENING OR ANYTHING WHICH IS
GOOD. I COULDN'T SLEEP ALL NIGHT AFTER THAT. I WAS SO
FREAKED OUT THAT SOMETHING BAD WAS GOING TO HAPPEN AND I
DON'T THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT. I LOVE JAKE
SOOOO MUCH. SO I TALKED TO HEATH FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND HE
WAS CALMER BY THE TIME WE HUNG UP WHICH FOR ME WAS SOMEWHAT
OF A RELIEF BUT I STILL WAS SO UPSET AND I COULDN'T SHOW
HEATH HOW UPSET I WAS BECAUSE I WAS TRYIN TO BE
THE "STRONG" ONE OR WHATEVER. I GUESS I FINALLY FELL ASLEEP
AROUND 730 THIS MORNING I'M SO TIRED. I'M SUPPOSED TO HEAR
FROM HEATH AGAIN SOMETIME THIS AFTERNOON. THINGS I GUESS
ARE BETTER THIS MORNING I MEAN I'M SOOO GLAD THAT HE'S OK
BUT THAT WAS SO SCARRY. IT REALLY MAKES YOU THINK THAT YOU
KNOW ANYTHING LIKE THAT CAN HAPPEN. IT'S AWFUL. HEATH CRIED
WHEN WE TALKED AND HEATH NEVER CRIES EVER UNLESS IT'S
SOMETHING SO SERIOUS AND I GUESS THAT'S WHEN I REALLY
REALIZED HOW BAD THE SITUATION WAS LIKE I GUESS IT DIDN'T
REALLY HIT ME UNTIL THEN YA KNOW AND THAT WAS SO HORRIBLE
IT'S LIKE THE WORST FEELING YOU CAN EVER HAVE AT THAT POINT
WHEN WE TALKED LAST NIGHT WE DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HOW
BAD IT WAS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT LIKE IF HE WAS EVEN GOING
TO BE OK OR WHAT SO THAT WAS WORSE YA KNOW NOT KNOWING. BUT
ANYWAYS I'M GONNA CHANGE THE SUBJECT NOW BECAUSE YEA I
DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE IT MAKES ME SAD. I'M
GOING TO WASH MY CAR TODAY FINALLY ITS SO DIRTY IT'S GROSS.
I HAVE TONS OF PRECAL TO DO TOO. OH GREAT - THIS IS FOR
BILLS - I'M SITTIN HERE AND GABS IS WATCHIN LADY AND THE
TRAMP - THE RODENT JUST RAN INTO THE HOUSE!!!- LOL!
ANYWAYS, I HAD TO TEACH SUNDAY SCHOOL TODAY AND I WAS SOOO
TIRED LIKE I ALMOST FELL ASLEEP. IT SEEMED LIKE IT LASTED
FOREVER! ANYWAYS, I STILL FEEL LIKE CRAP WHICH SUCKS! I
HATE BEING SICK! I REALLY WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN SARAH LAST
NIGHT I MISS HER SO MUCH! I AM PLANNING TO GO TO AMARILLO
THOUGH ON THE 25TH TO WATCH TRINITY FELLOWSHIP PLAY LUBBOCK
CHRISTIAN IN FOOTBALL. SO I'LL SEE HER THEN. I THINK I'LL
PROLLY SPEND THE WEEKEND THERE. THAT WILL BE FUN. I'M OUT
THOUGH I'VE GOTTA GO WASH THE CAR AND GO SOME PLACES BEFORE
CHURCH TONIGHT. LATERS!
LOVE,
SEXY A




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