Nicole

Day: 20 (fucking sadness)

I am really sad. I try to help my friend ben...it isnt
working. It makes me cry that I cant help him. I just want
him to be happy. I am close to tears...closer...they
blurring my vision...I just want him to be happy. Find his
true love. Which I just can't seem to do...I...I just want
him to be happy. To forget the assholes that made him sad
in the first place. He is nice and fun and sweet...I dont
think him or anyone else see that in him.