The Crazy Life of Troy, the Drama King!
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2002-09-27 18:45:12 (UTC)

Baby, you're all that I want....when you're lying here in my arms...

Have you ever been in love? Well I have and I miss that
feeling...I don't know why cause I should enjoy being
single right? Yeah...that's what they all say, but at the
end of the day I realize that I'm lonely and I don't know
what I want. I dunno, I just miss the feeling of having
someone next to me and knowing that they feel the same.

I'm sitting here listening to sappy love songs for some
strange reason...I guess it's because I relate a lot to
these songs. Songs about being lonely and wishing I had
someone! Grrr...oh well, I keep telling myself that I'm
having a good time, but deep down inside I wonder if I
really am. I seem to be happy on the outside, but one day
I'm gonna break down...I just know it! Everyone around me
seems to have someone and I'm stuck figuring out what I
want and what I DO want...I'm not for sure wants me...

I just want someone to love me for me. I want someone to
love me at 10 o'clock in the morning when my hair is a mess
and I haven't even taken a shower yet. I want someone to
love me for who I am on the inside...I'm sick of constantly
wondering if I look good...those things shouldn't matter,
but when you're out there looking for someone, it seems to
be the only thing that attracts. I thought I felt good
about myself, but today I don't. Today I just feel so ugly
and I wish someone would tell me that I'm not...words like
that mean a lot more than people think...