littlecherrytree

The Life Of BLAH
2002-09-27 18:40:43 (UTC)

BLAH

*....Feeling confused in a world of opportunities..The
breath that was once hot as fire, has quickly gone
cold..The pain has surrendered, but the hope is still
lost...Clouds flow above me, shapes not right....Colors
gone dark...Rain pouring hard...My umbrella can't hold the
power of the thunder, the strike of lightening. the thrill
of running...Where to turn?...Where to go?..Lingering
beside me are the dreams that somehow managed to move
away...Following me like a lost dog trying to find it's
home....Should it be washed, to start over with a new
home?...Or simply pushed away?..What to do ..what to
do...Where to turn ...where to turn...Where to go..where to
go.....*

*sigh*..that was a piece of my AWFUL writing..yes..

anyways...david is going to tampa this weekend..for his
friend's homecoming...her name?..dani...blah..i'm jelous!!
seriousily..i wanna go to a dance with him...he's one sexy
mofo!! i would seriousily rape him!..and he's starting to
wear eyeliner in public..or so he says..but still..that's
some really sexy shit rite there...holy bejesus..guys in
eyeliner are sexy!! *sigh* I WANT HIM!! nothing i can do
about it...oh well i guess...feelings really suck
sometimes...i just wish i could be with him..and cuddle and
all that blah blah blah stuff...ok..this is depressing..i'm
stopping now...cuz i'm a desperate dorky freak!

oh ya!! I DON'T HAVE TO WORK TONITE..YIPPY!!




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