le soleil et la lune
2001-07-28 00:08:10 (UTC)

Don't ever think too much

Yeah, see, I've been thinking a lot lately, and all it's
done is give me a headache.
I thought about the whole CJ thing, and I realized that as
long as he is going to be a follower, I couldn't ever date
him. Don't get me wrong, he has his good qualities, but
he's too eager to be with the "popular" people. I think
that after a week of that I would have to kill him. I
believe I'll just be content to keep him as a friend, one
that I can pick around with.
I have come to the realization that at this point the only
reason I need to be around guys is to have them as
friends. I don't need another relationship. I want to be
able to have fun during my last year of high school, and
not have to worry about hurting someone's feelings, and
without feeling guilty. Boys are just TOO complicated for
me to deal with right now.