goth_bitch
My Own Personal Hell...
La La La
Well...I guess you could say Im doing damn good. Saturday
me and my mom and her boyfriend went to Fayetville for this
modeling thing and we were late but I got online later that
day to check the places website to see when the next open
calls were and found out you could apply online. For some
stupid reason I applied and yesturday they got back to me
saying I was selected. So now I have to take modeling
classes, and Dec. 13 I have to go to New Orleans for an
invitational. There will be over 30 of the top agents
there. HOPEFULLY atleast one of them will pick me.
Personally I dont think I look good enough to be a model
but obviously they did so. I hope it all works out and I
will be a a big time model. Ha Ha only in my dreams will I
be big time but there is always that little chance.Now I
have to start taking better care of myself which will be
hard but its worth it. I have to start going to a gym and
totally quit smoking , cutting and drinking.I haev come to
the desision Sean looses intrest in thing really fast. HE
lost interest in me, ftj and this. Oh well I guess I knew
it was to good to be true. But Hey I have friends I have
people that love me so its all good.I havnt even talked to
him in like a week I try but he never answers me so. Iono
what to do anymore. I guess I'll just go on with my life
and hopefully my modeling carrer. Well Im done for now so
buh bye ~*~Nic~*~
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