goth_bitch

My Own Personal Hell...
2002-09-26 23:53:33 (UTC)

La La La

Well...I guess you could say Im doing damn good. Saturday
me and my mom and her boyfriend went to Fayetville for this
modeling thing and we were late but I got online later that
day to check the places website to see when the next open
calls were and found out you could apply online. For some
stupid reason I applied and yesturday they got back to me
saying I was selected. So now I have to take modeling
classes, and Dec. 13 I have to go to New Orleans for an
invitational. There will be over 30 of the top agents
there. HOPEFULLY atleast one of them will pick me.
Personally I dont think I look good enough to be a model
but obviously they did so. I hope it all works out and I
will be a a big time model. Ha Ha only in my dreams will I
be big time but there is always that little chance.Now I
have to start taking better care of myself which will be
hard but its worth it. I have to start going to a gym and
totally quit smoking , cutting and drinking.I haev come to
the desision Sean looses intrest in thing really fast. HE
lost interest in me, ftj and this. Oh well I guess I knew
it was to good to be true. But Hey I have friends I have
people that love me so its all good.I havnt even talked to
him in like a week I try but he never answers me so. Iono
what to do anymore. I guess I'll just go on with my life
and hopefully my modeling carrer. Well Im done for now so
buh bye ~*~Nic~*~




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