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The Crazy Life of Troy, the Drama King!
2002-09-26 22:14:11 (UTC)

Of all times to be sick!!

WOW! I haven't written in this thing for a while! I
remember when I first addicted to this thing and then my
life just went CRAZY and I had NO time to write in this
thing! Actually...I kinda slowed down cause WAY too many
people were reading it and figuring things out and I did
not want that. I have to be very careful of what I write
now cause I'm stupid and I practically gave out the address
to everyone and their mother! Hehehe...

Well, I'm sick! I went to my doc today and she said it
looks like a sinus infection in my throat. She's pretty
sure it isn't strep (thank God) but she still wants me to
stay home today and tomorrow...so NO WORK!! woo hoo!! The
only thing that sux is that this weekend was looking to be
a VERY good weekend...but now I'm not for sure. Someone
wants me to spend the weekend with them and I SOOO want
to...but now I don't know what I'm gonna do. I have been
off the past three days and I was supposed to work Thur,
Fri, Sat, and Sun ALL at night. Well I was thinking of
calling in Sunday and going to the club Saturday night and
spending the night with this certain someone...but now that
I'm sick and the doc told me not to go into work until
Saturday, I pretty much HAVE to work cause I can't afford
to miss anymore days!! If only S-Mart had paid days
off...this is so not fair! I finally get a chance to be
with the one person that I want to be with...and now it's
all been pretty much shot to hell! I dunno, maybe I'll feel
better tomorrow and my parents will let me go out Saturday
night and everything will be otay. The only thing that'll
suck is that I'll have to be at work that Sunday at 4 in
the afternoon. Yeah, my life sux!! I'm 20 years old, yet I
still have to follow my parent's rules cause I still live
with them! GRRR!

It's official, I leave March 25th for the Air Force!! My
job is gonna be Signals Intelligence, which was my first
choice! Woo hoo! I'm glad I have more time to spend here
cause that's exactly what I wanted! My parents were
dissapointed cause I think they're about ready to kick my
ass out, but they're just gonna have to deal with me for a
few more months!! Ha ha! Sux to be them! I mean, what's the
big deal? I'm hardly ever around anywayz as it is! They can
kiss my ass and like it! My dad has pissed me off too many
times this week, we're going back to NOT talking...darn!

I'm really starting to fall for someone...and I'm liking it
too much. Hehe, I might be going over to his house tomorrow
and I'm so excited! I just love to cuddle with him and it's
been TOO long since we've done that and I am anxious to
feel him next to me. I'm glad we got everything worked out
and we're talking again...it's very nice. I think he's
finally starting to realize that he has a nice guy that
wants to make him happy. He makes me happy, that's for sure!

I hung out with some of my Bellarmine friends last night
and it was sooo nice! I forgot how I missed everyone so
much! We went to this pottery place in the Highlands where
you paint your own piece of pottery! It was sooo neat and
relaxing. We just sat around and talked about our lives. It
was funny cause both Sarah and Amy KNEW I was bisexual, but
they didn't wanna say anything until it came out of MY
mouth. Hehe, it's funny how people know it before you
do...a very perplexing enigma...LOL.

Ok, well I'm gonna end this entry with a song dedicated to
that special someone...

The world is changing
And time is spinning fast
It's so amazing
How you came into my life
I know it seems all hope is gone
I know you feel you can't be strong
And once again
The story ends with you and I
And anytime you feel like you just can't go on
Just hold on to my love
And you'll never be alone

Hold on
We can make it through the fire
And my love
I'm forever by your side
And you know
If you should ever call my name
I'll be right there
You'll never be alone

Hopeless to describe
The way I feel for you
No matter how I try
Words could never do
I looked into your eyes to find
As long as love is alive
There ain't nothing we can't make it through
Anytime or if only for a while
Don't worry
Make a wish
I'll be there to see you smile

Hold on
We can make it through the fire
And my love
I'm forever by your side
And you know
If you should ever call my name
I'll be right there
You'll never be alone

Through the fire
By your side
I will be there for you
So don't you worry
And you know
I'll be there
You'll never be alone

Hold on
We can make it through the fire
And my love
I'm forever by your side
And you know
If you should ever call my name
I'll be right there
You'll never be alone

Hold on
We can make it through the fire
And my love
I'm forever by your side
And you know
If you should ever call my name
I'll be right there
You'll never be alone

-- "You'll Never Be Alone" by Anastacia



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