sweetaddiction

you know... you told me i had..

you know...
you told me i had NO reason to be paranoid.
you know.
i fucked ASKED you.
you know.
i fucked straight up fucking asked you if you were going to
leave me for her
you know
im not stupid.
but i believed you.
i BELIEVED you.
fucking whatever man.
it just sucks that like you turned out to be no better than
ANYfuckingONE in my life.
you know?
i fucking loved you.
and trusted you with ME.
i dont FUCKING DO THAT.
and what the fuck do i get in return?
you know i wasnt going to LET you in
you fucking KNOW that.
and what the fuck.
just what the fuck.
and you know
i remember the amount of SHIT you talked about her
and how you fucking assured me.
you fucking sat there and assured me i had NOTHING
to worry about.
you know?
i was your thing.
fucking we had a song.
fucking WHATEVER.
thats all WE have boiled down to apparently.
i huge
big fucking
stupid
apathetic.
WHATEVER.