illdai

dai's meaninglessness
2002-09-25 05:14:49 (UTC)

Vision

Old entry:

I had a vision of myself, in a pedestal triumphant at most
then it struck me how a smile or two knocked me off said
throne, i flew across the air like a feather would, but not
as violently, I saw my blood spill all aboutI tried crying
out,my lonely plea to the universe all in vain, I lost my
sight! I was now blind and I felt spikes, little tiny ones
go through my unprotected skin, FUCK I'm so afraid... I
wake up and see myself blurred out of my mind, with a beer
cap in my mouth sucking on it like a pacifier.... and the
bottle not too far off... I had a vision of self
destruction, but I do nothing to fight it




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