sweetaddiction

i just want to fucking sleep

yawn im tired as fuck.
worked today. blah.

today was such a good day though. i dont really know why
theres not a reason i dont think. i just had a good day.
or maybe i was just in a good mood. i think thats it. ha.
i was all like i dont fucking care. about most everything.
it was great. not caring is wonderful. and i mean really
just NOT giving a shit. not just saying that you dont, you
know. but anyway...yeah my cousin whos husband just died
has a boyfriend now. thats weird. whatever. as long as
shes happy, im happy for her you know. i want to meet him
though. its still strange. i just really liked kevin. a
lot...anyway. i have homework that i didnt remember about
until ryan said something. im glad he did i would have
been upset. yawn. sleep is so tempting man. hm...well at
least someone is covering for me tomorrow so that i can
get my paper done and study for my test. goodness. so many
tests it seems like. i will most likely get my psych test
back tomorrow which is scary but exciting all at the same
time. i just hate not knowing how i did. i want to know.
ryan is being pessimistic and i dont like it. cuz we both
pretty much knew the same amount and content of shit. but
hopefully itll be okay. i wonder when ill get my db test
back. probably not tomorrow. but i hope so. im really
concerned about this hum essay however. blah. i just DONT
want to write it. but whatever. theres so much shit i dont
want to do on a day to day basis. ill get over it im sure.
=) my stomach is killing me and it sucks. i swear dude its
just fucking dropping out of me in clumps. its disgusting.
blah. periods are annoying as shit. i played cards tonight
and it was so much fun. jessie is awesome. she has big
eyes. i just noticed that. lol. im so fucking slow. anyway
yeah time to type out this shit YYYYAAAWWWNNNNNNN tired
tired tired ashley.