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drmadrmwriting
2002-09-24 20:44:15 (UTC)

Smile!

I never thought that a bittersweet emotion actually
existed. I though that maybe it was just something people
hoped or longed for in times of trouble. I have and am
experiencing opposite emotions right now. I broke down
last night. I started shaking and crying like a baby,
knowing that I have no remedy at hand to solve my conflict
for myself or for the others wrapped up in my drama as
well. At the same time I was crying out of pure
joy. "The joy of the Lord IS my strength." He has
blessed me so much, even though I deserve nothing. He
spoke to me today when I read 1 John 1:12 and Haggai 2:15-
19. I will persevere because He carries me through.
Praise Him! I know He cares for me and that's all I
need. I never truly let things go...but I leave my
burdens with the One who knows me better than I do now.
Life only gets better now, for I want to grow closer to
Him. Everyday is a new experience with God, I love it!
Silly me...I should've never been fretting. Yeah my dad
is still freaking out about nothing really but I know
things will work out "for the ones who love God." So I'm
ok.




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