Tainted in shackles

Unintentional/iInTeNtiOnal DaMagE
2002-09-24 15:28:48 (UTC)

now that i have graduated high..

now that i have graduated high school i feel some what
depressed about the way everything turned out. i mean out
of all the people that i liked i was only to tell one and a
half of them how i really felt. i didn't really go to any
senior functions. i was not voted for any thing...i
wonder...if i could back and do all the things that i
didn't but said that i was going to do my senior year would
i have been more known by those that i wanted to be noticed
by i mean shit i may never see any of those people again
which is mainly the down part i miss the most. i wont ever
be able to get the time back that i had there i wont be
able to walk down the hall way and see the people that i
knew since i was a child, and make jokes with them, i can
no longer see the people that i had a crush on and beg my
girls not to tell him for fear of rejection which i
probably would not have gotten away because he was feeling
me too. I MISS IT ALREADY AND IT'S ONLY BEEN 4 MONTHS....
I'M PATHETIC!!! I mean is it pathetic or is it supposed to
be this way. send a feedback, bye
phoenix