Jena's Rants
2001-07-26 19:14:48 (UTC)

I broke Phoebe's record.

Oh now I remember why I worked so hard towards being
unattached to everything that is in this world. It's
because once you "have" something from this world
incorporated into your daily life, you can't imagine how
life could have been good before it and then you are
constantly in fear of it somehow disappearing or leaving.
Oh why obsess over these things? I may be happier now, but
life is simpler when you are alone. So many internal
struggles, but so much in outward stimuli. What inner
voice, because there are so many, should I follow to make
this decision? Sheep, I may actually need your advice on
this one.