Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2002-09-24 00:44:22 (UTC)

Here's A Mystery

How is it that I do absolutely nothing all day long. Save
for talking to Shujin every now and then. But more or
less the bulk of my day is spend doing nothing. I feel
like I'm trapped in a prison. Like the old saying
goes, "Iron bars do not a prison make." And another old
saying, "Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you
a chicken."

Don't ask me what the last saying had to do with
anything. I'm in rather a silly kinda mood. Despite
almost getting depressed because I had to pay an
unexpected $96 dollars to one of my creditors and I still
owe two more bills. But I am still determinded never to
cry again. The only time I will cry is if something
really dreadful happens, but until that happens, no more
depression for Aa-Chan.

So Shujin is sick today. So that make J'aime and Shujin
who have been sick with in the span of a week of each
other. I'm trying not to get sick. However, if I do,
I'll make sure to go to Justice and cough right on my
justice professor.

I have resolved that no matter what I will not let that
Jackass intimadate me. Just like I won't let that bitch
next door annoy me. She just came to me asking to sing
quiter. I keep telling myself, if she needs mega quite,
she should consider moving into the "Quite halls" because
I'm not going to change for her. That was a resolution I
made awhile ago. The only reason I just switched music
was not to accomidate her, but because I had had al.ni.co
on a continuos loop for over an hour and I was tired of
listing to it. Although, I could go for some Providence
of Nautre. I think I'll play that.... Bitch is just
lucky I don't have my stereo here.....

But overall, despite petty annoying people I feel okay.
To be more accurate I feel great! After my resolution on
Thursday I feel a lot better. I just can't act like this
sad depressed person anymore. That's just not me. The
silly person that's doing this diary is more like me. And
if anyone doesn't like it, FUCK 'EM!!!!

*Spins happily*

Oh man. I love days when I'm sublimely happy. Actually I
was a bit happier a few moments ago, before girlie came in
asking me to sing quiter. Boy she's just hell bent on me
going ballistic on her. She has one more time to tell me
to do something and then she's going to get the tail end
of my rage and that's not a pretty thing to get. Right
now, I'm taking the annoying high road. I've stopped
singing, but I do have my music blasting (Well for as much
as Toshi can blast) and have no intentions on turning it
down. Why should I??? It's not quite hours, so I can be
as loud and annoying as I want during non-quite hours.

*Let me see if I can regain my silly mood*

I think I can. I'm slowly calming down. As long as I can
be annoying then I'll be calm.

Woo-hoo: Ah I love annoying people who annoy me.

Barf: I really wish this bitch would go away and never
come back. Why can't she take a long hike off a short
mountain?

Current Song: al.ni.co's Providence Of Nature




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