SupaPhrog!

this is what goes on in my head:
2002-09-23 22:11:31 (UTC)

URG!!!!!!

I don't know why I'm having a bad day, it went pretty smooth, but I just am. and everyone's
always so dramatic and everything a trial and tribulation. It doesn't matter what you do or where
you go when you go to my school, everything's just SO hard or SO bad or "my life sux up the ass"
or "i can't do this or that cuz i just got my nails done". grrrrrr... i have friends like this, i think
everyone does, but seriously, can you PLEASE just take a good look around you? or if you don't
wanna do that, just shut up and go tell your crap to someone else cuz frankly, I'm not in the
mood to hear it right now. I don't mind listening to my friends' problems or anything, but they get
reeeaaaly old when they're all the same.
and then i read some entries on this site. i was like, "whoa, some people really have it bad"
but then i realized that not many do, they just wanna look on the bad side of things. and don't
get me wrong or anything, i really feel for these people, but there are kids out there who don't
even live to be at the age we are right now. and that's what really ticks me off, but i still feel
really bad for these certain people. so, to those people right now: i'm really sorry you had to go
through so much pain in such a short time.
and then i think about how many people are just out there to make people's lives a living
hell. like mr. runnels. i'm soooooooooo pissed off at him, he can fall in a ditch and die for all i
care. yea, i know, a little harsh... but he really ticked me off today. and usually he ticks me off
anyway, but today espicially. he's giving me crap about how "i talk too much in class" or "i'm
sitting next to one of my friends" i mean, c'mon, a lot of people sit next to their friends. so he
goes and takes me to the office and was all, "you sit here and think about what you've done"
uh....riiiiiiight, you're a little bit of a phyco if you do that to a kid who hasn't done anything but
ask a friend a question about the project.
and THEN one of my best friends tells me that she lost it. "um, what'd you lose?" i ask. she
gives me one of THOSE looks and suddenly i know. "and i don't know what to do cuz he didn't use
protection." URG! so i go out w/ her and bring her to the isle with all the baby stuff. y'know, with
the condoms and pills and the pee-thingys. so i'm like, "isn't it obvious? choose one." "which
one? there are so many!" *why me?* i'm wondering. so we take one, buy it, go to her house and
she does it. she comes back out five minutes later and was all happy cuz she wasn't pregnant. so
basically i spent a good six bucks on nothing. damn it all.
and then i get home and the whole house is a total mess and i spend an hour cleaning cuz i
didn't wanna sit in crap, if you know what i mean. so my brother comes home and he goes in the
perfectly clean kitchen and comes back out a while later. i go in there when he shuts the door and
what d'you know? it's a whole damn mess again. so i'm leaving it for him to clean up.
and now i'm sitting @ my computer in my room listening to linkin park "reanimation" cd and
typing, talking about how my day just SUCKED. so i guess it didn't go pretty smooth after all, did
it? *sigh* oh well, maybe tomorrow will be different...
one more thing. to all those people out there to make life horrible for others: just
remember that it'll come right back @ you and bite you in the ass (mostly talking to my teacher
here.).




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