i just got this e-mail:
Ruthie I am so sorry that you feel so badly towards me at
the moment. Not so long ago we laughed together, we talked
and we cried quite a lot together. If you would talk to me
or let me know what the problem is then maybe we could all
move forward. You must feel very hurt but I also feel hurt
by your actions now and this situation certainly doesn't
You used to say that you couldn't understand why Stephanie
behaved in the way she does but I feel now that you are
doing the same.
I hope one day that we can be friends again - I must have
hurt you very badly and all I can say is how sorry I am. I
love you so much, I always have and I always will.
i'm in floods of tears. what do I do? i can't face writing
what i am feeling right now down, i will have to come back