ruthemily

girl, interrupted
2002-09-23 15:49:34 (UTC)

e-mail

i just got this e-mail:

Ruthie I am so sorry that you feel so badly towards me at
the moment. Not so long ago we laughed together, we talked
and we cried quite a lot together. If you would talk to me
or let me know what the problem is then maybe we could all
move forward. You must feel very hurt but I also feel hurt
by your actions now and this situation certainly doesn't
help anyone.
You used to say that you couldn't understand why Stephanie
behaved in the way she does but I feel now that you are
doing the same.
I hope one day that we can be friends again - I must have
hurt you very badly and all I can say is how sorry I am. I
love you so much, I always have and I always will.

Mummy xx

i'm in floods of tears. what do I do? i can't face writing
what i am feeling right now down, i will have to come back
later.