What if this is as good as it gets?
OK, well I've always wanted to do this, but suffer from
writers cramp, that's why most of my songs consist of 10
lines maximum. heh heh....
Still it's worth giving it a try. I'll probably miss out
weeks at a time, what seemes like a great idea today, gets
forgotten tomorrow. A fault of mine? Maybe, but then we are
what we are....
I'll start the diary for the benefit of outside readers, as
I made this public. Feel free to mail me, I'm a miserable
so-and-so to most people because I tend to be surrounded by
others that "want something" rather than people who
contribute to me.
You know what I mean? Those phone calls....hundreds, that
don't ask you how you are, or just a general "What's
happening matey?", but a ...."How are you.....mmm.mmmm..
(bored)....thats great...now the reason why I
called....would you do me a favour........"....oh please.
So that's why people who meet me say...."I don't like
him...." but I break friends only with people that try to
take advantage of me. I've been ripped off monetarily by so
called "freinds". Consequently, they dislike me, because I
So, I tend to surround myself by people I really love. My
fianceé Lisa and my best mate Ron.
There are others and I'll introduce them as I go, but I
have to stress, I can't use real names here ever. I want to
vent some stuff and make a real diary and because I'll be
talking some business, and about my very private life, I'll
have to keep my identity as secret as I can.
I'm no real bigshot songwriter, but my songs are
everywhere. I have had reasonable success, and continue to
do so as you'll read, but you wont know me. My songs
generate a fair income, and it's nice to see my work right
around the world. Again, all this will have to kept a bit
quiet, simply bcause if my business "aquaintances" were to
read this and see who I am, they'd have a field day.
So, welcome to my diary. If you do read this, then thank
you. I hope it will be interesting. My musical career
should make an interesting read. I'm currently finalising
an album for release in Japan, I run music websites, and
there's always something going on.