FameRainbow

Me...that's about it.
2002-09-23 00:31:26 (UTC)

Strong Defenses

Oscar retreats every time he is in a bad spot. Rissa
doesn't like him; of course, she's off patching things up
with Nik who's fooling around with other girls yet cries
like a baby when he hears that Rissa is dating someone
else. Oscar was with Liz today. They were talking...he
still loves her. He wants a girlfriend, not girl
friends. I tell him he cannot have a real girlfriend
until he can get over Liz...he cannot share real love
until he loves himself. He's far too needy. That's why
he doesn't have anyone. He's helpless.

Spoken to a Friend:
You Need to be in Pain

You hide in your many useless fantasies
And what you fail to realize is that you live a lie.
You’re not capable of being happy with someone else
Until you can learn to please yourself.
You want and you need…I’m always there for that.
You sulk and you cry, and you know I’ll always be there
To pick up the pieces.
Your defenses are strong, and so you think you are too,
But your soul is weak and is being broken down
Every time you fail to face truth.
I love you too much
To see you fool yourself by retreating every time
Into your world where you play a god.
You think you play a hero.
You pretend and you wish, and you start to believe,
But in this you lose your true self.
So who are you?
I know.
You are my friend.
And that’s why I cannot let you continue like this.
You need to think. You need to feel hurt.
You need to cry.
Please quit holding back. I see it in your eyes.
Your eyes are deep and beautiful…but impaired.
You are in deep pain.
Please let me help you. Please cry on my shoulder.
I need to see tears…
Most of all, I need to remember who you are.




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