Ad 2:
2002-09-22 23:41:36 (UTC)

my eyes hurt

i dont know whats wrong with me. i dont know why i cant be
happy. i dont want to talk to anyone ever again. i hate
when i get like this. and i hate the way i make other
people feel when im like this. and i hate the fact that
its just so bad when it comes. its not just a little bit.
and it lingers. and i hate it. i hate it. its needs to
stop. i know its dumb. i know that. i cant stop crying. i
just dont know what to do with myself. i need more than
people can give me when i get like this. i need more than
i know. im just too much for people. im fucking just
fucked up man.