kiss me, kill me, hold me, thrill me
2002-09-22 07:06:35 (UTC)

Summer is over

It's offical. This is my last day of summer. I move back
to school tomorrow. That means for the few of you who have
found my diary and actually read it that you'll get regular
updates again. Yipee!

The latest plot twist is that Dave has fallen for a girl I
know at school. Well she's more Cal's friend. I've met and
hung out with her a couple times. She is a great person
with a wonderful personality. I think they would do well

He went over to help her move into her new room the other
day. Also there was mention of him staying for a couple
days before coming home. It would be great if they dated,
but I just don't want to know about it when they have sex.
That thought crossed my mind and I do hate to say I was a
bit upset by the thought. I didn't want to imagine them
doing it.

I didn't image them actually doing it...just imagined
knowing they did. I think on some level I am still sexually
attracted to him. I haven't thought about him in that way
in quite a while. Probably since the last entry in this
thing. I think that was after our second interesting evening.

I haven't gotten to see him in a while either. He isn't
talking with John right now due to different opinions about
September 11th. I was hoping they could work them out
before I moved back, but that isn't going to happen.

I just want everyone to be happy. I guess it might fill
that little void that I still have in my heart. I'm no
closer to being over my Great Aunt's death than I was the
last time I mentioned it. I won't talk about that though.
The situation never seems to change.

I am happy. Dave just got online. We haven't had a real
chat in a while. I am guessing he didn't stay with Mandy
after he helped her move in.

I don't know if that is a good thing or not. I know there
was a possibility she might get together with this other
guy. That could crush Dave, but he already knows about the
other guy. He said they hung out and relaxed. I am glad to
hear he isn't trying to jump into anything right away. I
just have a feeling that could be bad.

Oh well, I guess I'll just see how it turns out. I wish
them the best of luck.