sweetaddiction

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2002-09-22 04:54:59 (UTC)

when i close my eyes

breathe. feel. ignore. hide. hate. ignore. believe. trust.
hurt. miss. hate. love. love. hate. realize. nothing.
everything. sleep. lack. hate. pain. inside. ..it. has.
happened.. art. political. principal. agenda. unknown.
future. now. consume. release. understand. coffee.
nicotine. fever. yes. come on. please. oh. god. vomit.
feel. forget. forgot. ing. black. grey. disappear. now.
thisisnow. know. wrong. figure. working. drink. forever.
where. me. heal. wound. cover. me. sleep. pain. move. up.
again. days. violate. abuse. revile. sob. scar. sob.
breathe. keep. breathing.

-and i cant help but thinking....i cant help from fearing...i cant
help from feeling...-




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