Amnesia

dude
2002-09-22 03:40:27 (UTC)

Alot has happened

Alot more then I could remember. But lets start with last
week when I finally saw my best friend. Well, about that,
let's just say that your mind runs away from the truth and
over analyzes true facts for your own personal convenience.
Teresa is changed. Everything changed. Even though she
keeps saying that it will all stay the same, it will not.

Other then that, I've been doing alot of slacking off
lately. School is still screwing with me, but atleast not
every day. The only thing they keep bitching to me
personally about is putting my id on and to take that damn
bandana off my head. (I constantly wear it now since my
spikes grew out and are too big to actually spike.) Other
then that I finally know where to go for second period and
am getting a hang of how to manage my classes. Mainly the
homework so that I don't have to do it at home. I try to
avoid starbucks now to save money, so with $12.02 I bought
2 packs of tic tacs, a coca cola bottle (the coke to be
later replaced with water,) a box of twinkies, and 2-4
packs of pringles. That should last me about 3 weeks for
lunch. Had I gone to starbucks everyday and only bought my
usual coffee, that same amount of cash would last me 3 and
a half coffee's. So I rather save up for something better.
In the mean time I got to the library where I do my
homework, or to the new discovered wonder, the Memorial
Garden inside the school.
(It's beautiful there. Two ponds that will eventually
contain fish, four fountains, 2 or more statues, grass all
around, and benches to sit on. Not to mention the sound the
fountains make, with the wonderful accompanionment of the
choir class singing like angels. This is all outside, and
hardly anyone is ever there. No faculty members ever go out
so that's great. You're surrounded by the school walls, but
there's no roof and it's rather large, so it is the perfect
place to relax, think and do homework. Especially when I am
there alone.)
This way I spend a minimum time shopping and a little time
eating and drinking. The rest of the time goes on homework.
Chem. I do at home. Along with studying french, theatre and
doing class projects. Or anything I'd like to put on a
computer. All my reading I do on the bus. I can read 20
pages easily on my way home. Another 15 or so on my way
there if I please to do so. I have a lot to do, so I just
wanna catch up here (notice I'm writing very unorginized.
Oh my, please pardon my grammar, and spelling.

One of the many things I've been up to lately is
auditioning for free street. Last Saturday I had an
audition for Mad Joy Theatrics. Today I had an interview
for Pang and next week on saturday as well I have the call
back for Mad Joy. I really hope I get it because Mad Joy
pays, and Pang is a reward in itself, but I'm not as much
into that as into Mad Joy.

Okay, ummm... Mad's on so I'm distracted. Oh by the way, my
dad is in that I wanna kill myself mood again. I could not
care less. I want him to die.

But more importantly, I've bought some cheap ass candles
and candle accessories. Sim's outlet store has the biggest
variety Like 3 isles full of this shit. (Front and back) I
picked out 3 medium purple candles, 1 green purple candle,
a pear shaped ash tray or candle holder (I can't tell,) an
even triple candle holder with white ball candles, another
small candle holder, two inspiration aromatherapy candles,
a colorful mushroom candle, and a colorful round candle.
The last four were just for fun, but the rest was for the
memory spell. (The white ball candles aren't neccessary.
They just came with the candle holder.) I'm having the best
time with the inspiration candles. They actually work. I
started doing long awaited tasks. And after this I'll start
with my homework. But first I'll look for some scholorship
things.)

By the way, I gotta get some more friends. Every freaking
person I know moves away from me. I don't know whether it
is even freaking worth making close friends. Those who you
tell every thing to, know you the best, and are most likely
to actually help you with hardcore decisions. I feel better
hanging with these people, but they are running very scarce
now. But as usual, when supply is down, demand is up. I
gotta figure out Teresa. Our group broke up a long time
ago, and it will never come back. Karoline is watching Swim
Fan right now with Randy and friends. I was gonna go to see
her cause I hardly spent any time with her last week when
she came home, and I prabobly won't spend much time with
her this week. Because of my audition I can't go to drunk
college weekend town Champaigne cause of my audition. Other
then that Aiondria and I went bowling and it still hurts
cause we played 4 games. YIKES!!! She's in more pain. But
then again, she's not exactly a close friend.
Okay enough. I'll put you out of your misery and end this
now.
-Amnesia Spring




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