danzingthrulife

Dancing Through Life
2002-09-21 19:13:04 (UTC)

Moving On

yeah i know i said id never say these two words in the
same sentence, but im moving on....i've finally realixed me
and brandan have no future right now, especially the way
he's treated me lately.There are so many guys out there who
would treat me 100 times better than he is treating me
right now. Im not saying he wasnt a good boyfriend, because
hes the best thing that ever happenedto me, i just know he
was a good learning experience because i am one of those
girls who jump into relationships and dont take the time to
think about the future. Who knows maybe ive overlooked
something we HAD, but to me it seem it was all a waste. In
his eyes i am nothing, just someone to get hs mind of his
problems at home, but thats not what i want i want someone
who wants to be with me like i want to be with them. I dont
need a guy to make me happy...they dont make me feel any
better they only break your heart when you finally fall for
them. Im writing so i cna rememberexactly when i felt like
i was over Brandan, my best friend, and my first love,
maybe im not right about being totally over him, but i am
right about moving on and realizing we are through. Good
luck to those of you with someone special in your life.
Love for now
rachael




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