camicazy

Meshed Up
2002-09-21 12:01:34 (UTC)

wish

saw her again. she's looking as pretty as ever. perhaps,
prettier.

felt a surge of anger and jealousy. i have a feeling these
two emotions sum up to one: insecurity. yes i am insecure.

on the plane i looked out and gazed at clouds...huge
mountainous clouds that the plane entered and left. it
rocked, the window was covered in gray, and then the clear
blue of the sky.

my eyes are heavy. i revel in this heat with my green
singlet and shorts. talked to my parents and tried to
convince them not to let my sister go to australia. i did
that for, yes, selfish reasons. i am so terrible.




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