sweetaddiction

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2001-07-25 22:28:40 (UTC)

harold and maudes.

waiting for a call that will never come.
waiting for a way to prove my love.
waiting for a way to show you i won.
for a way to show you. i won.

im crying to myself.
im yelling at everyone else.
smearing my make up.
i forgot that its there.
its not usual.
not something i usually wear.

im emotionally attached to my nicotine.
i buy it and its always there.
and my cigarettes always know what i need.

youre not going to say anything to me.
it will be quick and painful.
a reminder from the past.
of everything that never lasted.
and shell comment on my hair.
on my "city girl" attire.
but you didnt care enough before.
ill sit right by her.
just to prove you wrong.
just to prove you wrong.
id kill myself.
just to prove you wrong.




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