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Screaming Silently
2002-09-21 01:40:35 (UTC)

The Truth will set you free

Whooo. What a long stinkin' day. Glad to finally be
resting. I'm qutie tired.
I finally did something I've been wanting to do last
night. I told Julie the truth. I'm not going to get into
the details, cause its dead now, and best left burried.
Lets just say that about 2 months ago I bertayed her trust
in a big way. And I've been keeping it from her all this
time. Lying to her. I have no idea what led me to lie to
her, or do what I did in the first place. But Finally last
night I couldn't hold it on for one second longer. If I
had tried to I would have exploded. But I told her the
truth. And for some reason or another, I was forgiven. Hey,
I am as surprised as you are, but I was glad.

Work went okay today I guess, It was business as usual,
even though we close tomarrow night. This woman, came in
and I was helping her look for a book and she mentioned
something about a song called "joy" that her son really
liked. The song turned out to be by the Newsboys on their
album "Shine: The Hits" Well we didn't have any in stock
and she was upset cause she really wanted to get it for her
son. So I ran to the back and got my copy of "Shine" and
gave it to her for free. Its a really good CD. I hope the
Kid enjoys it, I did. I don't know why I did it to be
honest. Maybe cause I'm looking for reprive for all the
crap I've done lately. Maybe I just wanted the kid to have
some good music. Maybe its because she had a british
accent, and man, I'm a sucker for accents. :)

I finally got some shoes today. After work I went shoe
shopping. I got some Converse Classic High Tops, you
remember the ones, made out of the canvas stuff and with
the big star on them. I also got a pair of black Chuck
Taylors, very cool.

Well I'm out friends. Hope your all doing good. Take
care, and in the words of the Electrics, "get to Heaven
half an hour before the Devil knows your dead".

Much love

Randy




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