the magenta files
there are things to say, but i do not have any of them.
right now i only have this strange and wonderful happiness.
to fully explain would not work, i do not fully understand
it myself. there are planty of things wrong, but with some
things right i survive. (lately it seems my emotions come
from somewhere completely independent of outside
influence...like how i feel isn't really a result of my
surrounding...i just fell they way i do... i guess from
inside) We are doing the Elephant Man, I pray. and i love
it. may the fates fall in our favor. well, really, may it
be in God's will for it to happen.
things are crazy sad and beautiful.