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Idiocy
2002-09-20 02:28:27 (UTC)

I m sitting here staring at the..

I'm sitting here staring at the computer screen knowing
that there is something I have to say but not being able to
say it. Make sense? I doubt it, I can't even understand
myself right now. I am very tired and worn out but doing
pretty good considering everything happening in my life.
Work, School, shit. The usual... My original plan had
been to get out of work and come right home and fall into
my bed as gracefully as possible. As if I care if I am
graceful, as long as I don't miss the bed its all good.
However I got hom and was suddenly wide awake and shit. So
now I am not very pleased. Perhaps I will feel sleepy
soon. I hope so.

I went with Kristin to the video store earlier today to
return her movies. The walk did me good, its not often I
am outside well at least its not often anymore. Makes me
wonder what happened to the person I used to be, where did
those parts of me run off to. Are they still there, are
they in hiding and if so why... what happened to change
that part of my life? Asking questions leads to analyzing
and I am too damn tired to analyze. Nina is here. She has
been sleeping here this week even though I have been
working. She came to work with me the other night. I
ddin't study tonight. I don't know what I am supposed to
know, I am going to fail that quiz....

Me




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