2002-09-19 14:19:53 (UTC)
I sometimes wonder how I ever believed for such a long
time that I would actually succeed. That I had enough of
the world figured out to be happy with where I thgought I
wanted my life to go. I was so wrong! I want a tiny
attic, a secluded cave, an old abandoned
house....someplace I can go to be alone. I think then I
would be happy. Anyway, I can't do that.
So instead, I need to convince my parents to let me get
liposuction. Lots of people get it done and that is what
I want. So much! If I was thin I would be happy.....