starrynite1226

Old Journal...I just realized something

Hello again...
I realized that I have made a bunch of entries so far and
haven't given anyone any type of clue to what type of
person I am. Because I chose on a whim to make this journal
public, and it sometimes scares me to think that other
people are reading it...oh well.
My name is Tracey. I am 20 years old. My life isn't too
exciting. I've been through a lot of crap, but so has
everyone else. I guess you could say that I am going
through some type of quarter life crisis (what a thought).
I graduated from high school 2 years ago, and I swear I
don't know what happened to those two years. I took a year
off before college to "find myself" or whatever crazy
excuse I used. I went to a state university for a year, and
have decided not to go back for the next semester. I went
to college with specific goals for myself...I knew what I
wanted to be, and exactly how I was going to obtain that
goal. I guess it's not as easy as it sounds. I took some
classes, got overloaded with work...and realized that I
don't like the fields of biology and chemistry as much as I
thought I did. So i took other classes, liked them fine
enough, but realized that there are so many options, and I
am not ready to close any doors just yet. But by not going
back to school for next semester, I am not opening any more
doors either. I do like to write, and this is basically my
release. I've tried to write a book, but that idea flopped
when i came down with a severe case of writers block in the
middle of the second chapter. For now I stick to poetry and
there might be some up here soon, i don't know how public I
want to go with that stuff.
But hey, that's me. No frills or lace...i'm just a
typical person (can't say teen anymore). Like I said, I
have been through a lot of crap and sometimes I feel that I
am 40 instead of 20. But all of that has helped me learn
and grow into the person that I am today, and unlike a lot
of people, I have learned to LOVE ME!!!!
thats it for now.....more later