sweetaddiction

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2002-09-19 06:10:46 (UTC)

"and right now you my friend are no where to be found..."

its been so long
since ive felt anything before.

and now youre here sometimes
and there most of the time
times like this
i cant help thinking
that i just wish you were here
beside me smiling holding my hand

i really dont know what im hoping for
i cant tell you whats kept me going for so long
just being with you
is what feels right
and being without you
feels...different

i keep telling myself i shouldnt care
trying to avoid the bad that could come
its so hard for me to know what i expect
i dont even know what i need

all i know is that i love you
that whatever you want to call this
is right for me

and right now i just wish that you were here
so much time ive spent with you
right now makes me think i took that for granted
but, looking back i know i never did
i never have taken one thing with you for granted

i doubt youll ever really know what any of this means
i doubt ill ever get over loving you
no matter how hard ive tried in the past
sometimes i wish i could
so that right now wouldnt be how it is

most of the time im fine.
i try hard not to think so much
i try hard not to say so much
i try hard not to miss you
i try hard not to think about sad things
and i dont know whats wrong tonight
but right now you need to be here
right now





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