No longer out of touch
aware for the better
I guess I feel alot better since I did not go back to the same job today.I felt so guilty like if i needed to call each one of my bosses and tell them how sorry I was about not coming in but it was only for the better.Everyone there got high and drank. all but one.I will try to keep in contact with her. I dont think it was the drinking and using that got to me but the fact that all there was were thse who drankand that made me feel uncomfortable. I dont think I would have lasted that long anyway. I know for a fact Ill miss the money but still I need to worry about myself first.I know there are plenty of jobs out there.So I judt need to keep my eye open for them.goodnight for now.