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46 §titche§ acro§§ my wri§t§
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2002-09-19 02:55:57 (UTC)

nobody loves me :'(

i thought *actually i hoped* things would pull over by now
and me and ryan would be back together never talking about
that day again but still i sit here crying my lil eyes out
not knowing where to go or what to do!!!

everythings ruined in my life now... i cant do anything!

cant go to the football games cuz he's there

cant go to homecoming cuz he's there

cant turn on the radio cuz i'll think of him and theres
much much more

i cant even talk to people without them askin how we are
doin together then i just sit back try not to cry and laugh
it off!

im so scared one of these times im just ganna start
bawling, i told my mom he dumped me... it was so hard! i
held back the tears till i got in my room, now im just
trying to cry softly as possible

god i love him!!! what am i supposed to do!?!?! god i never
even got to say goodbye :'( i want him back so bad!

my birthdays next month maybe i should like run away to
california or somewhere nobody will ask me how me and ryan
are doin... I LOVE RYAN i told him i love him and i always
will in an email i wrote saying friends is okay and im sry
4 everything... another birthday alone another valentines
day alone another christmas alone another year when
everyday i wake up i want to die :( well i cant say his
name or type it anymore without breaking down and crying so
i g2g please send feedback