naughttychild

ANARCHYCOOKBOOK
2001-07-25 02:21:35 (UTC)

"I FELT THE HATE RISE UP IN ME......."

TODAY I HAD A BASKET BALL GAME AND ONCE AGAIN I GOT
KICKED OUT FOR FAILING OUT AND BEING TO ROUGH...
I PLAY IN AN ALL GIRL LEAGUE OR COURSE BUT I'M JUST
SICK OF ALL THOSE LITTLE BITCHES WHINING... AND THE REFS
ARE A BUNCH OF LITTLE FLAMIN FAGGOTS THAT DON'T KNOW
WHAT THE FUCK THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT. DAMN I HAVE SO MUCH
FUCKING ANGER THAT EVEN IF A GIRL LOOKS AT ME THE WRONG
WAY I JUST WANT TO KICK THE SHIT OUT OF THEM AND BASH
THEY'RE DAMN HEAD IN. AND SOMETIMES WHEN I PLAY SPORTS
I GUESS I CAN'T CONTROL MY BEING OVER AGRESSIVE...
BUT I LOVE CONTACT SPORTS BECAUSE IT GETS ALL MY ANGER
OUT. AND I THINK I HAVE ADHD OR SOMESHIT 'CAUSE WHEN
I GET HYPER ( WHICH IS ALL THE TIME...) I START TO SHAKE!
BUT MY SCHOOL PSYCHOLOGIST TESTED ME FOR THAT LAST YR...
BUT SHE WASN'T SURE SO THEY JUST CLASSIFIED ME AS BEING
EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED SO WHEN I GET MAD I CAN JUST WALK
OUT OF THE CLASSROOM WITH OUT GETTING IN TROUBLE.
THEY ALSO CLASSIFIED ME SED 'CAUSE I'M ON MEDS FOR
SOCIAL ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION. I STILL GET REALLY HYPER...
BUT THE MEDICINE I'M ON ( PAXIL) COMPLETELY TOOK AWAY
MY DEPRESSION SO THAT'S REALLY GOOD.
L8TER,
CHLOE