Seaside Cindy

My Diary and Stuff
2002-09-18 00:03:36 (UTC)

Reflections

Dear Kitty,

I have a very difficult time understanding why people
behave the way I do. Women love to put me down and treat me
like dirt and I just don't get it. I mean, what is wrong
with the world?? (ok I am being too deep), I guess i am
just still sad bc my best friend's bf died of cancer and my
friend Rachel died, not to mention my friend Josh's cousin
and my friend Jessica's brother.

Anyway, I thank God I am shallow because shopping helps me
get through times of mourning. Ever since 11/99 I have been
a straight-up shop-a-holic. In July of 2001, when my friend
Rachel died, i went out and bought a Gucci bag retail. Now
that is what I call mourning.

So, I guess i will continue to drink Miller light and then
go to bed. My family is so mean to me. I don't understand
why they have to pick on me so much., Like I didn't already
get my share of abuse as a child. Jesus Christ.

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