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trial and error
2002-09-17 17:41:55 (UTC)

It's been awhile

Lately it's been up and down here at the pregnant
household. Wally has been having mean outbursts that have
hurt my feelings and make me wonder if he is the man for me.
He expects wonders from me to improve the household, but
his effort of housework sucks. He cannot put anything
away,I swear he is worse than a child. He'll start a
project and never finish anything. Very frustrating!!!
I don't know, I am still deciding if I can handle his
personality. I wanna make it work, but sometimes I'm not
sure he is worth it. Especially if he says mean things and
does not appreciate what I am trying to do. His mom and I
try to better organize and make things more user friendly
in this over laden home of stuff. And he gets pissed and
calls her the lunatic!!! Who's the fuckin lunatic who likes
to buy everything and have no place for it. It's up to
somebody else to put it away or finish...AGHHHHHHHH!!!
I keep getting nightmares of ex-boyfriends that were more
squared away in that aspect. Maybe they werent the best
communicaters in the world, but they could fix stuff and
finish a job when started. Tired of bitching, we'll see.
Well Wally did give me some lovin last night. Glad for that.
He pulled out the toy for me too and fucked me for a while.
I can't wait to have this kid and start to feel normal
again. Later!




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