he loves me... he loves me not... he loves me... *sigh* he loves me not.........
*sigh* hello... my life is boring so i decided not to write
2 much in here.. just current shit thats bothering me... i
love steven... steven dont like me?? you know.. the usual
thing... why does he do this to me?? steven, if your
reading this.. why?
one week he's the fuckin sweetest in the world and then the
next hes just... ugh!
YOU DONT EVEN TALK TO ME ANYMORE!!!!!!!!
i swear there is something wrong with me... i'm stupid,
ugly, and idiot.. whats the deal????? for christs sakes...
i hate the way i'm bein treated... like shit. what'd u do
steven, wake up one mornin and decide to talk to me and
then a week l8er decide to ignore me again????????
KILL ME INSTEAD!!! jesus christ, i'm going insane... i
have to go... skool... oh great... a place where i always
find a way to skrew things up... well, nothin new there.