Nicci

trapped with no way out
2002-09-17 02:00:31 (UTC)

stuff...

"There's more to life then loving yoyrself, gotta love
somebody else"

For some reason this sentence in this song sticks out to
me. I mean the songs about a guy leaving a girl because he
hurts her to much and he thnks its the best thing for her,
but really it's the worste thing he can do. I no this from
experiance. So what does that have to do with anything? I
mean I dont know what I mean actually lol.

School was the same as always. boring lol. well iwas
talking to dana the girl in my quest class and she told me
she thinks she's in love with this kid named kyle but she
doesnt no if he feels the same way so she doesnt no if she
should go with ryan. so i said "Dana, I waited what seems
like forever but was really only like 5 months for scotti.
Now I don't care if scotti is like 250 miles away, or
that I never see him. Every single time I hear his voice,
I know it's worth it. Everything, the waiting, all the
hurt I felt over everyone else, it's all worth it. I'd do
it all over again." and its true. Its his voice. It's the
way he says I LOVE YOU NICCI. It just makes me want him
even more. It makes me want to be with him and fall in love
with him over and over. I mean the way he tells me he loves
me... it's like... the gratest thing in the world. and i
have no clue why. He treats me like shit some times but
then he says he loves me and it's all better. like nuthing
happend.

I stayed for volleyball practice today. it was interesting.
I thnk im the best player on that team lol. Not to sound
conseded but they suck so bac. Specially this one chineese
girl. She cant play worth shit. the ball would go right
over top of her and she wouldnt get it, she'd just duck.
she was pissing me off lol.

tomorrow i go see dr.steele about my knee. im kinda scared
cuz he's gonna tell me if i need surgary or not. well i'm
sitting here righting this as i wait for rob to get on. I
wounder i'f he's gonna get on... I'll wait till 10:15.


I'm out


xoxoxo
nicci




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