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SugarBee's Journal
2002-09-17 00:57:05 (UTC)

F***** Up Kid

If there is one thing that I've been noticing is that a lot
of the old familiar places are closing down. Flicks is
gone, all the music stores in the mall are gone, Natural
Wonders has been gone for like 2 years (that used to be my
favorite place), the Arcade is gone too, Phar-More is
leaving, Ames is just about gone, K-Mart is leaving soon
(maybe), Cooker is gone (a Panera went in its place :D),
Burger King is gone, that Club Quake is gone, the Ground
Round is gone (now some chinese place), Brueggers Bagels is
gone (now a jewerly place), Jakks Clothing is gone,
Guispeppi is gone (so soon too. Another italian shop is
in its place. Good thing I ordered something while he was
there, he made good food), there are more, but I can't
remember everything. Some places have had at least some
significance on me, except for a few, I just noticed they
were gone.

I got a new shelf on saturday. Its a nice, wider, taller
shelf. Its a good thing I got it, my old shelf was so
crampted. My room was getting clutterd cause I had to pile
some books of mine on my desk and stuff. That old thing was
getting dirty and ugly anyway. I'm glad to throw it away.
The only bad thing was that I had to pay for it myself. :P

I stared a new long comic that is a lot like JTHM, only its
BTHL(Becky the Hommicidal Lover). Jessie-chan loves it so
far because she's in it as Jess Doll. LOL. I already
figured out a simple begining and end plot to the thing. I
don't know if I'll finish it though. I hope I can and that
I can put it on the internet. WEEE!

I haven't spoken to Justen in like weeks. I don't know if
we'll ever. He doesn't seem to care about me too much if at
all. I started looking at him again and sitting at our
table. I don't know what to feel about him anymore. I'm sad
to be without him and glad to be rid of him. I found out a
little while ago that he's been dealing drugs. I don't know
what to make of that. I feel like Brittany and Joe. She
lost him to drugs. I wonder if Justen is taking them and
its making him be stupid in a way. Until he talks to me
though, I won't think well of him. All of it is soo messed up
I can't figure out any of my feelings. He's such an ass, and
I loved him so much. It's breaking my heart, I can't seem to
fully get over it. I can't believe hes hitting on my friends
too. That is like so rude to do that right after he crushed
me. I still feel this ache in my chest from him. I wish I
could, just fix it.

I tried to draw a pic of my story for Teonia. It didn't
turn out right at all. I just wasn't in the right mood I
guess. I'll finish it sometime. I have to draw a pic for
those tickets on for the homecomming! Oh Darn I have to
read all those chapters too. POO!!




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