adayundertheSon

My life...is a soap opera!
2002-09-16 22:14:10 (UTC)

Oh my!

Oh my! Today at lunch, my other friends found out that I
was suicidal the other week. Their faces =-0. They were
like "But, but but...you seem so happy." And Lindsay
(sometimes she just doesnt have both her oars in the water,
if you know what I mean)was like "I know Blair would never
do something like that." Oh how wrong she is. I had to
correct her, she didn't know that I took only 5 pills
before on "accident" and my attempted cutting. BUT, Katie
is a little depressed too...not just saying she is, but she
has taken tests as well. She covers it up pretty darn good
also. I think I am not depressed, the 4 tests were just
wrong...I think I just have the weirdest moods ever.
Seriously, in one minute I can go from extremely sad to
overly happy. Then a minute later after I have thought
about go back to being sad. I dunno, I think people are
just nuts...although my friends would rather say that I am
nuts, I am though ;-). Lauren was just gawking at me...she
was like "Blair...help, you need help!" I was like
*shrugs* "ok whatever." It was so funny though, I was
dieing of laughter, Lauren was like "Man, Blair, if anyone
found out in this school everyone would be afraid to send
you over the edge..so you would never have enemies!" I was
like OOOOH YEY!;-) But the 'oh my gawsh' part was when this
teacher or a worker at the school was standing right over
my shoulder at lunch, and I didn't realize it so I kept on
talking and so did my friends, so I was answering one of
their questions and the woman was like right behind me...so
I like turned around and turned bright red and was like
omigawsh! and covered my face with my hands. Horrible. She
heard nothing though but I was like "oh gawsh! She might
try to send me to a pschiatrist!" So, yeah...lovely day.
Luckily I did not have to do the drill team dance alone
today, that is wednesday...oh joy! Then on Friday like 30
people will judge how I dance :- Ugh.
My friend in math was like "did you see how ******(wont say
her name...)danced? She looks like she is having sex!" I
just died of laughter and the math teacher was like looking
at me and I was like hello there!
So then in english me and katie were trying to imitate how
this girl dances and so Alex comes along and he is like
laughing at us and was like can I get to my seat? I was
like 0.0 "oh gawsh, yeah sry I didnt realize anyone was
behind us!"
But other than that, Chris has been so sweet lately. He
told me he would be online as soon as I got home, he wasnt
but the point isnt that lol. He got online then to tell me
he couldnt be online then. I was like awwww! But that
really made no sense in the way I worded it but oh well! Ok
I am going to go to hw before tap now so byebye!




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