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Screaming Silently
2002-09-16 07:40:23 (UTC)

This wouldn't be so long if I wasn't a slacker

Man, I'm getting lazy with this thing. Its been a few
days since I even last opened it up. So I guess I do an
over-view of whats been up.
I'm STILL sick. It really really sucks. The Doc said
that I should give the medicice he gave me 3 days to work,
that was a week ago. I've been sick for nearly 2 weeks
now. I wish something would change! Get better! Get
Worse! I don't care! Just quit being like this! I'm on
my third bag of cough suppressant, sore throat drops
things. They taste awful, and only stop me from hurting
for about 5 minutes. I gotta get something stronger.

Julie and I went to Six Flags Saturday night. Despite
the Rain, I had a lot of fun. It was just good to be with
her. Like I said, it was raining, but that didn't stop us,
or a
whole lot of people for that matter, there was a fairly
large amount
of people there, but not like a normal size crowd. So the
lines were
still fairly short. One thing about the rain I really
hated, beside
the fact that it was cold, wet, and the ride kept having to
stop, is
that when some people get wet, they tend to smell diffrent.
And when
other people get wet, they tend to smell BAD. There were
plenty of
the latter. We Left Six Flags at about 4:30 that morning,
I was
already tired, thats why we left, I didn't want to wait any
longer to
get back on the road. After all, I had to get her home
safely, that
was the most important part. So I got her home at about
5:30. She
wanted me to come in and rest, and I wanted to as well, but
last time I went in without her parents knowing, she got in
trouble, and I didn't want that to happen again, so I
decided to risk driving an hour thru downtown atlanta
(which is suprisingly busy at 6 a.m.) and go home. Well, I
made it home, surprisingly. I kept almost hitting
everything around me. My car had more weave in it than a
sold-out Ludacris concert. (lol! I'm so clever!) So after
I sleep till about 4 o' clock that afternoon, I talk to
Julie and it turns out that her mom was expecting me to
come in and stay and rest. If my life was an Anime, this
would have been the part where both my eyes become big X's
and I kinda stiffen up and fall over. Picture it, its
funny.

My car is dying...again. I swear, I've got a zomibe
car. It the undead. It runs on the souls of the damned.
But hey, it gets good milage.

This week is the last week of Family Christian of Union
City. We close our doors for the last time saturday
night. I've not been there very long I know, But I'll
still miss it. It also sucks that everyone who works there
is getting trasnfered to one store, while I'm being sent to
another. I'm really going to miss everyone. Especially
Marissa, who has become the first person I really and truly
concider a friend.

I'm going home in two weeks. wheee. I don't really know
if I'm exicted or not. I know I'm not as excited as last
time anyway. It will be a much shorter trip. Thursday
night to sunday morning. My brother is directing a dinner
theather thing and I told him I'd come see it. I'm also
looking foward to meet the German student they have staying
with them. Not to mention I get to see Derek and Jeffry.
The 2 people I consider to be my best friends. Hopefully
Derek and I will get to head down to Savannah while I'm
down there. I always looked forward to our trips to
Savannah, something worth mentioning always happend. Other
than all that, I'm trying to make this a low-key trip.
Maybe letting one or two other people even know I'm there.
I don't want any drama.

I want to go to the Zoo. It hit me about a week ago. I
really want to go to the zoo. I've not been in ages. I
just think it would be fun to go again. In my mind, there
just seems to be something inocent about it. Like its just
a place you could go to totally be free from anything bad
you've got going on while laughing at the monkeys as the
touch themselves Inappropriately. This make my list of
things I really want to do in the near future as follows:

-Go to the Zoo
-Play Monopoly
-Play Hide and Seek
-NOT BE SICK

To be perfectly honest, I'd rather "not be sick" first,
and then do the other stuff.

I'm thinking about letting my hair grow out, just to see
what it would look like. I've never had very long hair.
I've always kept it very short. I kinda don't know
though. Derek said I'd look like Mikey Seever from Growing
Pains. Gee, thanks.

I created a new SN. "AngelsEphiphany" I wanted it to
be "AnAngelsEphiphany" But it was one character to long
and "AAngelsEphiphany" is just bad grammer. Oh well. I
still like it.

This is gettting longer than I expected it to be. So I'm
signing off. My computer is all screwy tonight so I can't
really do a song. Oh well. Next time though, I promise.

Much Love,

Randy




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