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The Crazy Life of Troy, the Drama King!
2002-09-16 05:45:25 (UTC)

So tell us Troy, why are you happy AND sad at the same time?

Well today Stefeny said something to JT...grrr...I love the
girl, but she should have just kept her mouth shut! She
basically confronted him and told him that if he was to
ever say anything mean about me, she would kick his ass.
Hehe, I wish I could have been there! She said people were
staring at her. I feel kind of bad cause I now feel like I
have to apologize for her. NO I did NOT send her to do
that! I am over it! I could care less if JT and his friends
were talking about me behind my back, who cares?! I'm kind
of upset cause now JT and his little friends are gonna
think I'm not over it and they're gonna think I'm trying to
make this into one big huge dramatic 5-Act Play. Trust me,
I found me someone who is a LOT better than JT and ten
times better looking!

And about that someone...am I already falling too fast?? I
feel like I may be, especially since I just got done
talking to someone online about it. They kinda made me
realize how pathetic I really am. I dunno, I haven't had
this feeling in so long and I don't want to let it go!
That's why this whole ordeal is making me sad at the same
time. I was grumpy at work today cause I wanted to be with
him. I was pissed cause I couldn't be. The whole time I was
at work I was wishing I was hanging out with him. Is that
pathetic? I dunno...all I know is that he makes me very
very happy and I have been single for way too damn long! I
wanna bask in this feeling and to have it suddenly taken
away from me today made me angry and I took it out on
guests, hehe. I'm also sad cause we haven't had time to
talk about last night and I would really like to. I just
want to know if he feels for me the same way I feel for
him...it's that simple...but he works a lot and I work a
lot and our scheldules conflict. DAMNITT I NEED MY CELL
PHONE BACK!!!!

I dunno, I'm just a big hopeless romantic and I'm afraid
it's gonna turn some people away...I hope THIS time it
doesn't...

P.S. HI BROOKE!! hehehe, hugs and kisses to you too!

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside each other
I feel my unconscious merge with your's
And I hear a voice say,
"What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned
Love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf
Falling like a star
Finding a belief
Falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop
Love me, don't ever stop

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels soo good falling into you

Falling like a leaf
Falling like a star
Finding a belief
Falling where you are

-- "Falling Into You" by Celine Dion