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Ezoic
2002-09-16 03:14:37 (UTC)

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last night i finally met one of my neighbors... this kid:
bill, i thought was nice. he has a good personality... but
apparently he's a big player... and i hate being used to
get to my sister... the second she came home it was no
longer friendly, it was all about them wanting head...
gah!

but yeah... apparently katie went home today... aww
shux... i guess i am the bad guy there, too... and i got in
a fight with amanda... and bo, of course, isn't talking to
me... i don't get it... how do i always manage to fuck
things up?!

zach and i messed around all day... i spent way too
much at target... all i got was a lamp, that chair i have
been spying, and rope lights... i am so nervous about
my cash flow... or negative for that matter... he's agreed
to go to homecoming with me... i don't think it will ever
happen...

ive decided what it is that i am so self-concious about
with bo now... my sexuality... i just feel fake... i thought i
was free when i had finally admited it to her... but then
everything was withdrawn like nothing happened...
ouch... i don't know what to do... perhaps i am
confused... but i do know what i want, and what i don't
like... i feel like i am beign treated like a child... perhaps i am
insane...

i'm talking to bo right now, just small talk, i cannot even
begin to tell her what i truly think.. she may never know
the truth... perhaps that is best...


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