Pressing of luck
From the stage of hopeless moves
It seems that things only go well for me when I don't
intervine. The moment I put my two cents in everything
seems to crumble. It's that clasic game of playing
hardball. hard to get, acting opposite of how you rightly
would. Is it that wrong for me to say what I mean? What I
feel? so much so that it becoems worthless.
*note to self* never offer out your services, or your
home. Let peopel ask you and just be walked on. Doing a
favor must be much more important then when it seems they
are doing one for you.
Your to humiliate